01.33am ... where's my work gone!! lol

 Well I've ment to do some work and I have Microsoft Word up and started a essay and have 49 words out of 4000. There really should be more words there! might start with a easier section! I think half of it is that I'm being plain lazy!

You may ask what have I been doing in the early hours of the morning because clearly I haven't got the work to prove anything, so I'm not going to lie, its the terror of facebook! I've also watched Long Lost Families on ITV Player. I've decided I'm not going to watch it again, it makes me sad. One this weeks episode, there was a later whose mother left her when she was a toddler and there was no talk about her. the lady went looking for her mother, and couldn't find her so the programme looked and was successful well sort of, they discovered that her mother died in 1995 but she had remarried and had 2 more children and eventually bailed on them too when they were small too. The other two children had also gone onto look for their mother thirty years previous and were successful but were amazed how cold and non remorseful she was of walking out on her children. The other two children were unaware they had a older sister until the show tracked them down to talk to them about their older sister and were shocked that their mother had done the same thing previously that she did to them. Though what amazes me is how warmly and how excited they were welcoming their older sister who they hadn't known about into their family, that really warmed my heart to see that! Though the bit that upsets me is that my 'fathers' side knew about me and came looking years and years on and I feel like the outsider, a bit of a intruder, with a exception of a lovely uncle. Maybe its all in my head. I just wish that this relationship with them would be similar to those people on long lost families. I'm just sooo lucky to have mum's side of the family though because they are truly amazing inspirational people too me, who have always been there and will always be. I don't think I be who I am today without them and of course my mum.
anyway if your interested in that particular story, or your completely lost with my poor explanation on what it was about and want a clearer idea what on earth I'm on about I put the link in below
http://www.itv.com/itvplayer/video/?Filter=315684

Now its 2.01am so come on Jess get this section done and you can go to bed!!
Bye :)