Panic

I tried to write this post a couple of days ago but for some reason it wouldn't let me, so I thought I would try again today!
I went onto the website where you can apply for the PGCE courses and say that the opening date was not the 15th October anymore but the 10th October, this in turn started to panic because I'm having a hard time trying to write it, so far I think it sounds dreadfull or just rubbish but, this might be me!
ontop of everything else my laptop screen decides it does not like me anymore and brakes so I've been without that for a few days, I'm hoping to get it back one wednesday, but in the meantime a really good friend lent me theirs to use, when i'm in the flat otherwise i'm in the library for the use of the internet as well as the computer.
Just currently trying to work out how long I've been playing the clarinet, it would help if i could remember what year I started learning wouldn't it!